Kiriban at 25K



So, um.

Apparently, from what has been said in my usual IRC channel of choice... A friend of mine committed suicide a few days ago, and was discovered hanging by his doorframe today, upon prompting by his boyfriend to his roommate to check in on him.

I had no idea that this person was this level of unstable... I was decently good friends with him, I believe I actually owed him art, so I feel bad about never getting him that... We had talked plenty about computers, throwing around ideas of one day owning a computer repair/build store thing. We had chats about workplaces. And the best part? My friends live in a small house about a 20 minute walk from mine, which isn't that far considering how huge my city is.

I'm strangely on and off affected by this. I haven't until this day encountered a personal death of a friend that I knew in real life. I think eventually my mind will push it to the back and I'll forget about it... eventually... But I doubt that that will be any time soon, especially since he was a figure of the local furry community, not terribly well known, but a good guy. a bit creepy, sometimes, and a bit overreactive when it comes to anger... but he was good to talk to sometimes.

I was kinda wondering where he'd been of late, too. Wanted to talk to him about some more computer stuff. Kinda worried about my other friends, though, a lot of the furs on IRC are rather close online... I'm worried about some of my friends. Can't do anything about things now. Back to the usual furry drama in 3...2....1....


*hugs*

*edit* ~Snowfox19 ....=\ ill miss him. he was a good guy.




I love you shoni ^^